2021/7/11, 10:29, 尊者巴觀在 telegram群組貼文
This is a couples experience.
My state is not as it used to be. The brain is empty. The mind is still and it no longer produces inner dialogues. There is a wonderful silence, inner peace, -there is nothing- which often brings me to a happy causeless spontaneous laughter. Then a huge and enormous joy arises. Sometimes I can’t remember things. Things are as if erased. But after a short while, everything that is necessary is there. The thought activity is almost completely gone. When isolated thoughts come, I observe how it thinks. And I witness that thoughts come to me. There is no more thinking. It has become calm and quiet and that feels fulfilling. All activities are more fun and enjoyable than before. Activities have become more intense. I can experience everything more and enjoy more.
The relationship with my partner, which had already been wonderful before, has grown into much more fulfillment, wholeness and joy. There are no more conflicts. There is no one to get angry with like before. Compassion, love and connection are the qualities of our relationship. I observe how all things are orchestrated by the Divine Hand, all of them. Sri AmmaBhagavan are constantly with me.
Planning has stopped. The past no longer matters. Living in the moment, right now is incredibly fun and joyful to blissful feelings are there.
Things around just happen. I can see them, perceive them and observe them. They no longer find a resonance board. I take all things as they come and accept them without resistance. Suffering belongs to the past. There is clarity and (focus) alignment. Life flows easily and smoothly. Everything happens automatically. I can take things as they come and be content and happy with what is coming up. Everything feels normal and simple.
Thank you Great Compassionate Light, Sri Paramjyothi Kalki Amma Bhagavan for this great liberation and opening up of my life. I am indescribably grateful. I will help to ensure that 76000 people on the planet become enlightened as soon as possible.
Namaste,
Now, it’s been a few weeks since the participation in the Course in May. Right after the course, considerable changes could be noticed. I waited to see if the changes would stay or would slowly disappear as it had partly happened previously. A few days ago, something new happened. It feels like a huge shift. Now, there is only silence inside – all the time silence regardless whether there is activity around or whether the surrounding is calm. Now and then beautiful feelings of happiness just pop up. There is no reason for these feelings. They are just there. Coming from nowhere.
Regarding the daily duties and activities there is lot of energy and I am doing all things highly concentrated without any deviation. Things which have to be done, are being done. No back and forth thinking, just doing and acting like in a theatre play. It is as though things are coming up and then automatically it’s all being carried out. No reflections by the mind shifting pros and cons, no resistance, just action. Thoughts come and go. There are just a few of them. Practical issues are easy. Thoughts pop up and vanish again. All the time there is this immense silence inside. Nothing inside disturbs. Even in challenging situations there is peace inside.
Life has become a beautiful flow which is happening on its own. There is no past and no future. Memories are there, but they are not disturbing. They are like a script which has been written, but doesn’t belong to anyone.
This inner emptiness there. The body is functioning smoothly like an apparatus supporting everything ‘I’ am doing.
My bond to beloved Sri AmmaBhagavan feels gorgeous and full of splendor. It’s as though the head is wide open and the Divine keeps on pouring in and in and in. Life has been taken over by the Great Compassionate Light. Basically, there is no ‘I’ as all this is beyond words. Life happens from an observer. Feelings towards others are more evident.
Others are closer and I can feel them more intensely especially my husband. This is very very beautiful.
There is liberation from clutches and shackles. A wide-open freedom is there. Simple and clear.
Thank You for this new liberated life.
Forever at the Lotus Feet of my beloved parents Sri Amma and Sri Bhagavan. Infinite gratitude to The Lord and beloved Sri Amma for giving enlightenment to humanity.
翻譯 (劉秀芝；請指教)
這是一對夫婦的經歷。
我的狀態已經不像以前那樣了。大腦是空的。頭腦靜止，不再產生內在對話。很美妙的靜默，內在平靜，-什麼都沒有-這往往帶給我一個自發的快樂又無緣由的笑。然後，一個巨大又無邊際的喜悅出現。有時我記不起事情。事情好像被擦掉了一樣。但過了一會兒，所有必要的事情就都想起來了。思想活動幾乎完全消失了。當孤立的念頭出現時，我就觀察是怎麼想的。我就見證念頭來到我。不再有思考。變得平靜和安靜，感覺很充實。所有的活動都比以前更加有趣和覺得享受。活動變得更加密集。我對每件事可以體驗更多，享受更多。
與我的伴侶的關係，以前就已經很好了，現在變得更加充實、完整和快樂。不再有衝突。沒有人會像以前那樣生氣。同理心、愛和連結是我們關係的品質。我觀察所有事物所有這些，是如何被神之手巧妙編排的。尊者阿瑪巴觀一直和我在一起。
規劃已停止。過去不再重要。活在當下，現在是非常有趣和快樂的，有幸福的感覺。
身邊的事情就只是發生。我可以看到那些事，感知並觀察之。那些事再也找不到共振板了。我接收所有來到的事情，毫無抵抗地接受。受苦屬於過去。清晰和(焦點)調整對齊。生活輕易而順利。一切都是自動發生的。我可以順其自然，對即將發生的事情感到滿足和快樂。一切都感覺正常而簡單。
感謝偉大的慈悲之光，Sri Paramjyothi Kalki 阿瑪巴觀賜予我生命的偉大解脫和開放。 我無法表達我的感激。我將幫助確保地球上的76000人盡快開悟。
合十禮敬，
現在，距離五月份參加課程已經幾個星期了。課程剛一結束，就可以注意到相當大的變化。我等著看這些變化是會留下來還是會慢慢消失，因為之前有部分已經發生過了。幾天前，新的事情發生了。感覺是一個巨大的轉變。現在，內在只有寂靜——無論周圍是否有活動或周圍是否平靜，一直都是寂靜的。時不時會冒出美好的幸福感。這些感覺沒有原因理由，就出現了。不知從何而來。
在日常的工作和活動上，我精力充沛，做所有事情都高度集中精神，沒有任何分心偏差。該做的事情，就在做。沒有來回思考，就是做，像在戲劇中表演一樣。就好像事情一直來，然後一切都自動執行了。沒有頭腦利與弊的反思，沒有抗拒，只有行動。念頭來來去去。只有幾個。實際問題很簡單。 念頭再次浮現又消失。內在一直都是這種無垠的寂靜。內在沒有任何干擾。即使在充滿挑戰的情況下，內在也是平安的。
生活已經變成了一種自己發生的美好流動。 沒有過去，也沒有未來。回憶還在，但並不擾人；就像已經寫好的劇本，但不屬於任何人。
內在是空的。身體運轉順暢，就像個支持「我」做每件事的儀器。
我與摯愛的阿瑪巴觀的紐帶連結感覺華麗而充滿輝煌光彩。就好像腦袋是敞開的，神不斷湧入，湧入，湧入。生命被偉大慈悲之光接管。基本上，沒有「我」，這一切都難以言表。生活以一個觀察者展開。很明顯的對他人更有感覺。
他人離我更近，我可以更強烈地感受到他們，尤其是我的丈夫。這是非常非常美好的。
擺脫了手銬腳鏈的束縛。有一個完全開放的自由。簡單又清楚。
感謝您賜予這個解放後的新生活。
永遠在我摯愛的父母阿瑪和巴觀的蓮花腳下。無限感激神和摯愛的尊者阿瑪賜予人類開悟。
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感謝奉愛翻譯者：劉秀芝
