6/27, 10:51, 尊者巴觀在 telegram 群組貼文
After the 3 day course
I was walking in the garden in front of my house and suddenly I felt like dizzy, as if I was about to faint; I stopped, so as not to fall to the ground, it lasted for about ten seconds, a very long time, it was like I was passing out without loosing conciousness, then it stopped, I didn’t fell to the ground. Then the silence became extremely profound, everythingh was still, everythingh was beautiful, pristine and beautiful.
Since then I’m in a new state, there is appreciation for every moment I live, It’s extremely beautiful looking at thinghs, seeing,
I feel many more smells than before, I really enjoy the smells, the smells and the sounds.
I have some thoughts, there are gaps of deep silence and then some random thoughts but it’s like as if I’m always in a deep, tangible silence, even when there are random thoughts, even when I speak with someone.
There are so many things I could say but I’ve to make an effort to reflect on my own state, I know why, it’s because there is not somebody who’s experiencing this state. I’m always in the present, I have no past, if I want I can think about the past or anythingh, but it doesn’t happen.
I’m writing this report only because Sri Bhagavan said to write these kind of experiences, if the mind accepts that these thinghs can happen they are much more likely to happen. My trust in Sri Bhagavan is now absolute, even before the course I really trusted Sri Bhagavan, but now it’s somethingh different, I trust Bhagavan in a total, unconditional way. I know somethingh is happening on a large scale. I feel deep affection for everybody, I feel love is everywhere
I’m in a really beautiful state, I enjoy every moment, I enjoy living, perceiving is wonderful, the world is extremely alive, I have random thoughts but I’m always in deep silence, I have no conflicts, no negative emotions, not the desires I had before, my actual desire is that Sri Amma Bhagavan’s work goes on and these indescrible states extend to everybody. I ‘feel’ the people I meet, I feel compassion, in the sense that I feel very close to them, I like them very much, I see they suffer because of the mind.
3天的課程後
我走在我家房前的花園裡，突然感到頭暈，好像要暈倒了；我停了下來，以免倒在地上。這樣大約十秒鐘，很長的一段時間，好像我昏倒了，卻沒有失去意識，然後停止了。我並沒有倒在地上。然後是寂靜變得極其深刻，一切都是靜止的，一切都很美，原始而美好。
從那時起，我處於一個新的狀態，生活中的每一刻我都覺得感謝，看東西都覺得美到極致，就看著。
我比以前聞到更多的氣味， 我真的很喜歡這些氣味，氣味和聲音。
我有一些念頭，深沈的寂靜間會有間隙，就會有一些隨意的念頭，但好像我總是在一個深沈又可觸知的靜默中，即使有隨意的念頭，即使我在與人交談。
有很多事情我可以說，但我必須努力反思我自己的狀態，我知道為什麼，這是因為不是某個人正在經歷這種狀態。我總是在現在，我沒有過去，如果我要，我可以想想過去或任何東西，但這並未發生。
我寫這份報告只是因為尊者巴觀說要寫這樣的經歷。如果頭腦接受這些事情可能發生，這些事就更有可能發生。我對尊者巴觀的信任現在是絕對的，甚至在課程之前，我也真的信任尊者巴觀，但現在情況不同了，我完全無條件地信任巴觀。我知道有什麼正在大規模地發生。我對每個人都有深厚的感情，我覺得愛無處不在。
我處於一個非常美的狀態，我喜歡每一刻，我喜歡生活，感知是美妙的，世界是非常活生生的，我有隨意的念頭，但我總是在深沉的靜默中，我沒有衝突，沒有負面情緒，沒有我以前的慾望，我真正的願望是，尊者阿瑪巴觀的工作繼續，這些難以形容的狀態擴展到每個人。我『感覺』我遇到的人，我感到慈悲/同情，在感官上，我覺得非常接近他們，我非常喜歡他們，我看到他們因為頭腦而受苦。
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